I'm tempted to continue with my wallowing. I'm tempted to be the whinny wuss I'm used to being at times like this. But I'm tired of that, and it's tiring being upset. I'm still trying to think my way out of this, instead of doing all those things I used to do to erase my hurt. However, I don't know what I want just right now. I want to be comfortable being by myself, of which I am. I want to be able to sit still without being melancholic, that I cannot do. BUT WHY? It's irritating.
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