finally the holidays. i didn't realize how badly i needed a break until this week. just couldn't get myself to be interested in anything. i'm glad psychiatrists are laidback, relaxed people. what with all the craziness, the doctors can't be nuts too. haha. i can't be a psychiatrist. the delusions/hallucinations/depression/suicidal ideations/twisted upness of people drain me so. and i wasn't even the one who really needed to assess them. today i met a lady who thought fairies were invading her body so she could fly.
and some rest homes here are really posh... i had a few days in old people's mental health... i went to one the other day... got service apartments, little individual units and all... and activities and indoor pool some more. like resort lah. haha. but it's sad to see so many lost old people.
been having the usual ups and downs but i'd say i'm alot better these days =) i hope i'm outgrowing my borderline-ness. as far as i can tell it's going away. sleep a little disturbed, waking up a few times during the night but luckily able to fall back to sleep each time. radical acceptance makes a world of a difference to my psyche when it works. and it is working. yay for dbt!
drinks with lara and the rest tonight to celebrate end of run and start of holidays =) pictures if i do take any =D Yay for Holidays!
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