been having insomniac nights lately. good thing it's the holidays. it's probably pre-menstrual, all the hormones doing somersault mood swings. just gotta ride it out. and i get too wrapped up in tv series. especially the morose, melancholic kind. i think only girls understand how we sometimes just need a good cry to let the bad air out. although other people just run or box or work-out. i like to have a good cry. it's less energy consuming. and i don't have the stamina to run long enough to satisfy the letting out of bad airness. and being pre-menstrual never helps. haha.
i realize it's strange how the right answer is always 'go home'. when you can't decide whether something is good or bad. Go home. i adopt that philosophy nowadays. can't decide? just go home. home and into bed. a long time ago i loathed being mediocre, being just normal, being just like everyone else. now all i want is normality, routine, simplicity. maintaining the high is far too taxing.
time to try to get to bed. no bad dreams please... keep remembering only those nowadays.
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