you know how whenever you're just about to cross the street and there's a car coming toward you, you just cross it quickly to avoid being smooshed? one of my greatest fears is to trip over myself in the middle of the road and not get up in time. i have the same worst case scenario in my head everytime i cross a street. i trip over myself and don't get up in time and am smooshed into road graffiti. ewww
the above paragraph has nothing to do with anything.
here comes the hard part. the days are growing mellow yellow at the edges and i'm walking around like a zombie again. i stare at the screen for hours. can't seem to budge. i missed lunch today. bleks.
life being simple is good. only one goal at a time. one hurdle to jump at a time. and simple rules to live by. frustrations are removed. there is nothing to disappoint or be disappointed by because nothing can be expected... or even wanted anymore.
"this is going to hurt" (guess which movie?... but no one will)
the downhill has started and i'm trying to run uphill.
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