Random Thought Bubbles

i lost faith a long time ago. faith in everything. and then i lost everything. it sounds like self-pity but it's not. i say it as a fact. i lost everything. some sick part of me is satisfied that i lost everything because it proved her right. that everyone leaves in the end so why try. sick sick sick. what sane person would come up with that?

if losing everything is what i had to have happen to me to learn, so be it.