Random Thought Bubbles

Here's a funny story. I went to audi on time and the lecturer was already there. I thought, 'Hey, I need to pee... I should go now instead of during the lecture,' and so I went. Less than 3 minutes later (I pee very quickly) I am out of the toilet and at the door. I turn the knob only to find it is locked. I see Norizan (I don't know how to spell her name) walking towards me with the same bewildered look. We have both been locked out because even the front door is locked. I jiggle the lock once more and we confirm... 'We have been locked out.' I am standing outside audi without my file, wallet and phone. I am helpless. Bryan and Jin Aun come along and we are a happy foursome standing outside audi, complaining. An insider is contacted... the lecturer will not allow anyone to let anyone else in. So, here I am. Haha. Just as well, I wasn't going to pay attention anyway.

I thought Diwali night went down really well. I didn't get to wear really nice Indian costumes for any of the dances I took part in but I thought the quality of performances this year was a lot better. My ching-ching belly dance belt is now lying around in my room already collecting dust. I don't know when I'll use it again. Haha... oops... I can think of a when... but... sigh... }:P And as always Kampung was excellently tiring but loads of fun even though this time we only danced for a while.

I've been so busy these days that I hardly have time to stop and think about how I'm feeling. I think that's a good thing in a lot of ways. Females spend too much time being in tune with their feelings. I think I have way too many mood swings when I have too much time to myself. It's such a waste of time that could be spent doing something that makes me happy.

I was going through my mail from a long time ago. It's funny how so many things said before can now mean nothing. The heartache still stands but it is dulled by time and I can only remember the most vivid memories. A certain look at a certain moment, a scent, a laugh, a sigh, a touch, a certain phrase I just cannot forget, the silence... I am training my thoughts like a dog. It feels so much like an addiction.

I dyed my hair again. At first it was supposed to be 'Mocha Red'. It turned out to be orangey-yellow and I told Ling Wei to make my roots brighter. They turned out brighter alright... but the wrong shade of bright and only the top was visibly dyed. So, I bought another 2 packs of red and got Racine and Amelia to do it. At least this time the colour doesn't clash with my skin and make me look like a Japanese schoolgirl on vacation. There was some left so I dyed a lock of Amelia's hair red too. Now she's lopsidedly red but it's a nice colour.