coming home from clinics on a bus i suddenly feel satisfied with the day.
i hadn't been looking forward to the run at auckland. and it was very strange to have the feeling of going to hospital and being happy about it. i felt there was purpose in life being in hospital. that outside of it there's too much confusion. i am still very noob and afraid of being asked yet another question i don't know the answer to... even though it is painfully obvious i should. but at the end of the day it still feels much easier to stomach than having to work through the turmoil of life itself. i am in denial. =P
slow start to the run as usual... first day and all. i'm on the upper gi team and there are 5 consultants meaning there's always something to do. the main consultant man seems very keen to teach, which is good.
it'd be nice to have someone to come home to and just share the day with though. sigh. i don't know what i want anymore.
it's getting quite cold these days. walking to hospital is a chill run since there's almost always no real place to put a coat so one has to be creative and travel as lightly as possible. good thing we all don't live too far away from the auckland hospital.
and browse is a dumb book. i regret buying it. ahah.
pink scrub caps are nice =) and after my gi team attachment i'll be on paeds =) all the cute kiddies... but poor sick kiddies at that =P
slow start to the run as usual... first day and all. i'm on the upper gi team and there are 5 consultants meaning there's always something to do. the main consultant man seems very keen to teach, which is good.
it'd be nice to have someone to come home to and just share the day with though. sigh. i don't know what i want anymore.
it's getting quite cold these days. walking to hospital is a chill run since there's almost always no real place to put a coat so one has to be creative and travel as lightly as possible. good thing we all don't live too far away from the auckland hospital.
and browse is a dumb book. i regret buying it. ahah.
pink scrub caps are nice =) and after my gi team attachment i'll be on paeds =) all the cute kiddies... but poor sick kiddies at that =P
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