i only repent too late. i have no faith and i have no backbone. there, i said it. to the world, i say i am nothing. nothing. empty shell of a human being not worth saving. do your worst. thank you consequence for kicking me in the face. because that was what i needed to learn. thank you bad mistakes. thank you lies. thank you. because i never learn from you. i dare backslide yet again and yet again i never learn and repent only too late. why is doing the right thing so difficult? why is being a decent person so much to ask? why must i insist on ruining myself? why must i insist on becoming stained? why can't i just stick to being good? why am i so impatient? why so stupid? why so lost? why so selfish? why so self-centred? why must everything be about me? why can't i just think about other people? why push away everyone who cares? why hurt the ones i love?
i feel i've just lost everything.
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Marilyn
2 comments:
repent doesn't help much, it will let you feel more sad. don't blame but think and learn.
cheers
Hey you,
no such thing as too late to repent. if you have things that you can learn out of it, learn them by hard and not to do the same mistake again. be a new person and soon..all the people around u will see it..
how u been doing?
just a few words from up here..Glasgow..hehe..been reading ur blog.and u sound upset..do cheer up, cheerie!
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